On a mastectomy, reconstruction, and the future:

By Gina Lawson

Disclaimer: this is a personal choice and each person should do what they feel is right for themselves. 

A bilateral mastectomy (both sides) was in my treatment plan and I feel I needed it. I had a reoccurrence and after the tissue was removed many cysts and tumors were found; even if most were benign; it gave me peace of mind. I look at it like if I had two choices, I would rather have my breasts removed and survive longer and take care of my son, than not; though I wish I had it sooner in my treatment; at least in my mind - I want to be able to get ahead of the disease if I can and know that I did my best to fight it. I initially opted for reconstructive surgery, but after my reoccurrence, I had to have the implants removed to start treatment again, and after, I decided I wouldn't get them replaced. The surgery and healing took an emotional toll on me and I was apprehensive of another reoccurrence if I got them replaced. I know that decision of no reconstruction can affect the way my body looks and how people look at me, but if they really like me for who I am, that won't matter.